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Healing with the Healer

I just want people to feel better.  That's what I want for my clients and friends.  But that's not it.  I want people to have a deep, indwelling sense of God's love and presence that brings healing to their pain and disconnection. That as they begin to connect with the Father, they will begin to heal with others as well. I'm realizing that this drives both my joy and pain in my work and relationships.  When people are disconnected from God and themselves, I feel their pain and isolation.  When they live in a world of felt rejection, I cry out for their longing to be loved.  And when they can't connect to the Father in their pain, I grieve for the untapped healing they could receive.  I'm realizing that when anything else is my goal I burn out, because I am trying to facilitate healing through a means I don't believe in.  The result is to feel disconnected from myself, from God and from others.  God is healer. Period.  HOW he heals is up to him, and my job i…

The Call

I had a moment of compassion for Moses the other day.  What a confusing life this guy had!  Adopted by Pharoah's daughter, but raised by his mother for the first few years of life.  Then taken away from his mother to go live in Pharoah's household.  Meanwhile his family and friends are slaves, suffering because of the unjust treatment of his adoptive family.  He is not fully a part of either family, living on the edge of both.  Then in a moment of anger over the injustice, he tried to defend his people by killing one of the slavemasters.   The result: Both his biological and adoptive families rejected him!  He flees into the desert and ends up forming a completely new family through his new wife.  He finally belongs!  Then, years later... he stumbles upon a burning bush, and a God he doesn't even know tells him to go back to Egypt to lead his people out of Egypt against the will of the Pharoah, the most powerful military force in the world.  Riiiiiiiight...   It's easy…

Soul Rest

It is one of those beautiful rare moments of rest. Real soul rest, when the sin that has been eating at our hearts is revealed, confessed and healed. What peace! Oh that those moments would not be so rare but that I would become adamant about asking God to reveal my sin and give the grace of repentance and cleansing. I read in a book today that we often ask God to snap his fingers to bring healing or change, but we are unwilling to look at the root of the pain or behavior.  He knows better... A symptom that is instantly removed without true healing will inevitably return, and often even more entrenched as we choose the sin again that is strengthening it. Sometimes our suffering is God's grace to reveal the source of our pain or reactions so that we will see the pattern, the depth of the wound, the need for healing and the sin that has grown in response to the wound. Sometimes this sin is more harmful to our souls than the original wound, as we scramble to protect, defend, control …